You’re off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting.
So… Get on your way!
-Dr. Suess
:)
Love me honestly
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Just letting you all know, Brendan is officially 20 years young as of yesterday, May 28th, 2012! Yay!!
Brendyyyy, you’re my best friend. Everything about you is spectacular! I hope you enjoyed the salt water waves, friends, and freedom on your birthday. Along with all the crazy happenings throughout the day, your birthday was far from ordinary! But I hope you loved every second. You deserve the absolute best, you better believe it! You’ve graduated from being a teenager, finally! 😜 You’re amazing, handsome man! :) I love you! And happy birthday to you 💜
You know me.
Thank you God, for knowing me. You memorize me. You don’t miss a thing.
It’s seems I spend many nights having to figure things out alone.
thetenderestoftrees asked:
Your last post was wonderful. I've been feeling this yearning for months now and I couldn't put words to it. I didn't know how to pinpoint it but you're right, it comes back to relationship with God, as everything does. Just a thank you for speaking to the very thing that's been haunting me for far too long.
Your last post was wonderful. I've been feeling this yearning for months now and I couldn't put words to it. I didn't know how to pinpoint it but you're right, it comes back to relationship with God, as everything does. Just a thank you for speaking to the very thing that's been haunting me for far too long.
Ditto sister. We are on the same page. You’re very welcome. Thank you for the encouragement. :)
I’m not sure if I’m making sense, or if the answers are right in front of me.
“Is life just goods and bads? I need to do better for myself. I need to start truly living. I need freedom. Why am I in such need? Need for new perspective. My spiritual walk is at a halt. I hunger for someone to save me. Someone I can feel, see, and hear. Someone that’ll hold me through the night and be spontaneous and full of joy with me. Someone that’ll TAKE CARE of me. I long for the absolute attention of a human being. While my family sits in the next room watching tv and wasting their lives away, i am in the next room wearing myself thin. Too exhausted to pick myself up. I don’t have the strength to initiate anymore. If you want to see me okay again, then come pick me up and take me outside to sit in the grass and laugh. Live without expectations and be up for anything by my side, please.”
I think a lot of people feel like this. We are all dying for a savior. So maybe I’m supposed to be that to someone… I believe i am, But right now I am far too weak to even stand up. Far too hurt and starved to move a muscle. I need an awakening.
Where is the Church? Maybe we are all wasting away just as spoken of above, because of the lack of sacrificial love. The lack of laying our lives down for the other. The hurt can’t continue to be too much to take, can it? Something has to change, right?
I am just confused.
“The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me,
because the Lord has anointed me
to proclaim good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners,
to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor
and the day of vengeance of our God,
to comfort all who mourn,
and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of joy
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the Lord
for the display of his splendor.”
I thought this is what we are supposed to be to people? Why am I failing? Why am I not seeing?
Help.
